You.

Pros:

-he has the sweetest smile.

-he has the biggest heart.

-he calls me beautiful.

-I have never received better hugs.

-he always cheers me up; even the thought of him.

Cons:

-his personality is the exact opposite of mine.

-he lives far away.

So,

You would think, that the pros out weigh the cons here..

And that it's obvious.

Emma, you like the boy. Done deal.

Wrong.

I don't know what it is about me,

But I have a hard time loving him, when he's here. When he's away at college, I couldn't love him more. Okay okay. I take this back. I ALWAYS love him. Always. But I can't bring myself to "like" him when he's here. Got it? Well, I barely do. So I don't expect you too.

My question of the day is simply,

"why is it so easy to love you, when you're so far away, but it's so hard, when you're right here with me?"