this has been an absolute crazy month.

if i were to describe it in one word,

i can't even think of anything besides crazy.

but, it was good..i think.

i finally finished the Harry Potter series.

that was one of the most depressing and heart wrenching things i've ever experienced..

but don't worry.

it hasn't ended.

i've joined the Harry Potter club at school..

DUMBLEDORE'S ARMY

♥

Halloween, 2011.

"That awkward moment when you're dressed up as a ghost, and a black guy opens the door and stares at you like you're the KKK."

Ruth and i were first a clown and chef.

then round two-we were ghosts :]

also, i made Breanna's costume.

i made a dress :DD

i was accepted into NAU, on November 2. :)

but i don't think i can go there...

too cold. -_-

i found a whole YouTube episode channel,

dedicated to Kim Possible.♥♥♥

i'm almost finished with all of them.

i'm absolutely obsessed with Ron Stoppable..haha.

member winter formal?

we had our first activity. (:

we went to Veruccio farms,

and went through the corn maze,

and other silly things. 

it was a blast!

i entered a poetry contest..

and i'm a semi-finalist, and my poem is being published :D

this is the poem:

a new train 

everything falls apart
as you walk away from me.
you take your heart,
and leave me empty handed.
i've never felt so alone or lost.
I miss the thought of everything we could be.
now my mind is forced to follow a new track,
and board a new train.
there's nothing else to do
but just let my pain flow through my eyes
and onto the floor.
i'll never have you back,
or ever see you again,
my last memory of us,
is of you walking away.
you left me,
forcing me to hate you,
but I can't get over the fact,
that I still love you.
and a piece of me always will.

Ruth took some of my senior pictures.♥♥♥

^^^my favorite

ahhh, 

and now is the big news of the month..haha.

Aaron.

this kid i met on facebook..lolololol.

yeahh. i laugh about that fact all the time.

he's a ginger.

so i added him.

we had mutual friends,

so it wasn't thaaat sketch :]

well, we hung out..

and it was pretty freaking amazing.

like, the best three hours of my life.

not really, cause that's really dramatic,

but it was pretty awesomely up there[:

but it's hard.

because i haven't dealt with liking a guy, and him liking me back,

since ninth grade.

i really wish i could go back to,

 when i was little,

and i didn't even like boys,

or when i did,

it was the simplest and cutest thing.

cause now, it's basically difficult.

but he's sweet and awesome,

and he treated me great.

exactly as i want to be respected.

it's basically all so new to me.

he held my hand,

and kissed my forehead,

like a true gentleman.

i can't believe it even happened.

this kind of stuff doesn't happen to me.

but, i don't know what's going to happen.

we're just friends now.

and, that's okay,

because he's a really amazing guy..that i like.

oh geeze.

haha.

my best friend blogged about me.

http://ruthronin.blogspot.com/2011/11/tale-of-emma-decoto.html

it's the funniest thing you'll read xD

or maybe i was just streaming tears because i can remember everything.

i love our life and friendship together ♥

my friend Mark build a prayer/memorial garden at our church,

and my family bought a brick for my uncle who died three years ago,

and i found it♥♥♥

i love and miss you so much Uncle Mike.

Thanks to that cool kid Aaron,

i'm now obsessed with Hollywood Undead. 

this is my favorite song.

listen to it.

♥

yeah, it has some bad words,

but the chorus gets meeeee< 3

besides this, nothing else has happened that's quite epic..

besides winter formal.

but i don't have pictures yet,

so i'll update on that when i do :)

i leave you with this really inspiring video.

prepare yourself.

because after i watched this,

i could hardly even breath..

♥♥♥