Today, is Christmas. I have done nothing, but sit here..for six hours and occasionally grabbing some ham.
But it has given me a lot of time to think. I've actually been thinking a lot, for..the past week..or maybe two. time flies by WAY to fast. And so much has happened.
I was used, by who I thought was an amazing guy.
Men..full of sorcery.
But I have learned so much because of him, and what I went through. it was definately a positive situation.
So I do thank you Aaron, for being such a jerk. You taught me much.
I also have fallen for someone. I know what you're thinking...
"Geeze Emma, you move on fast."
But I never liked Aaron. I liked the idea of him.
this amazing guy has been in my life, for a little over a year now. And I think I've boiled it down to this:
There has always been something between us, whether romantic or not. and, I think I have just been looking over him, trying to find better, when the best has always been right here.
How does he feel? I have no idea..and it's killing me.
My best friend Jonathan says I have to wait for him to bring it up or make a move...BAHH. I'm dyeing. I like him. A lot.
I really have no idea what to do..
So basically, this past month has been crazy, and i'm extremely anxious about the new year.
But December has been good to me, because I have learned so much..
So to close this entry, I leave you with different quotes and pieces of advice that I have learned this month, that I hold dear.
-(in response to my fear of love)
" I tell you the truth...it is scary. Its scary as hell. But also, its the way we're made. Its the way we function. And you know what? someone is going to come along, possiblyy soon, and your going to give all of that to them. Its like skydiving. Your already up in the plane. You just have to decide when to jump. and I promise you this. When that person comes along, you jump...and it will be the greatest decision you will ever make."
- "Most of our obstacles would melt away if, instead of cowering before them, we should make up our minds to walk boldly through them."
-"there is no such thing as a mistake-only an opportunity for creative endeavors"
-"it's never too late to be brand new."
- "My heart hurt for so long, that I stopped listening to it, and only listened to my head. I just hope it's not too late to start following my heart again."
-"Even though a relationship may be difficult, if two people like each other, than it's worth it."
- I know I'll be okay, even though my skies are turning grey.
- Don't wait around for second chances, because life rarely ever gives them..just jump.
- "Even in a bad situation, there's always a positive side. even if you can't see it yet"
But it has given me a lot of time to think. I've actually been thinking a lot, for..the past week..or maybe two. time flies by WAY to fast. And so much has happened.
I was used, by who I thought was an amazing guy.
Men..full of sorcery.
But I have learned so much because of him, and what I went through. it was definately a positive situation.
So I do thank you Aaron, for being such a jerk. You taught me much.
I also have fallen for someone. I know what you're thinking...
"Geeze Emma, you move on fast."
But I never liked Aaron. I liked the idea of him.
this amazing guy has been in my life, for a little over a year now. And I think I've boiled it down to this:
There has always been something between us, whether romantic or not. and, I think I have just been looking over him, trying to find better, when the best has always been right here.
How does he feel? I have no idea..and it's killing me.
My best friend Jonathan says I have to wait for him to bring it up or make a move...BAHH. I'm dyeing. I like him. A lot.
I really have no idea what to do..
So basically, this past month has been crazy, and i'm extremely anxious about the new year.
But December has been good to me, because I have learned so much..
So to close this entry, I leave you with different quotes and pieces of advice that I have learned this month, that I hold dear.
-(in response to my fear of love)
" I tell you the truth...it is scary. Its scary as hell. But also, its the way we're made. Its the way we function. And you know what? someone is going to come along, possiblyy soon, and your going to give all of that to them. Its like skydiving. Your already up in the plane. You just have to decide when to jump. and I promise you this. When that person comes along, you jump...and it will be the greatest decision you will ever make."
- "Most of our obstacles would melt away if, instead of cowering before them, we should make up our minds to walk boldly through them."
-"there is no such thing as a mistake-only an opportunity for creative endeavors"
-"it's never too late to be brand new."
- "My heart hurt for so long, that I stopped listening to it, and only listened to my head. I just hope it's not too late to start following my heart again."
-"Even though a relationship may be difficult, if two people like each other, than it's worth it."
- I know I'll be okay, even though my skies are turning grey.
- Don't wait around for second chances, because life rarely ever gives them..just jump.
- "Even in a bad situation, there's always a positive side. even if you can't see it yet"
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