why didn't i learn? you were his best friend.

"I'm not one to do what I'm told.

I'm not one to just go with the flow.

I don't believe what people say;

I find the truth for myself.

so when they told me you're not worth it,

I brushed it off,

and did what I wanted.

I found it out the hard way,

that unfortunately they were right.

I set my standards for you too high,

because you shot way beneath my expectations.

you made me angry and bitter,

and wanting nothing to do with you.

this isn't how I wanted it to end,

but you did this to us.

you proved that I was wrong.

in believing in you.

believing in us.

I'm not one to wish to be wrong,

but in this instance,

I wish I was.."

this was written

3.29.11

yet,

it applies to my life; currently.

not exactly..

but rather close.

funny.

actually, hilarious.

♥