Let it rain.

Last night my seester and I went over to our papa's house.

hahaha. 

that sounds so ridiculous. 

so let me explain.

this is my family..

well, my adopted family. <3

my best friend John and his beautiful girlfriend Jessica,

have adopted Breanna and I as their "daughters".

it's actually the most amazing thing, ever.

here are two amazing people who are investing their lives into ours.

it's something Breanna and I have never experienced.

words can truly not express how much we love them, and this situation.

and the fact that i have a seester, who i'm so close too,

is just amazing.

so it's just a silly situation,

but it's from God. 

:)

Holy blessings batman.

God is raining down in my life.

Never before have I been so filled with the Holy Spirit.

I am so unworthy of all the good things and opportunities He is handing me.

Whenever something is thrown at me, 

I respond through Him.

I can truly say, 

for the first time in my life,

that God is the center of my life.

Last night,

after I got home from Papa's house,

I sat in my driveway,

and just BURSTED into tears.

but they were happy, beautiful tears.

I was talking to God,

and it just hit me,

how much He loves me,

and how amazing that someone as holy and magnificent and perfect

as God,

could love me...

I can't even wrap my head around it.

you just can't.

because a love like that..

breath taking unconditional love,

is unfathomable! 

we are so unworthy,

but still He loves us.

I wish for everyone to know this love!

to experience this wonder and true happiness!

I am so excited to finally and truly have God be the center of my life.

I know it's going to be a daily reminder,

to live my life after Him,

but i KNOW I can do it.

My favorite song right now,

goes like this:

"Let my life be the proof, the proof of Your love.

Let my love look like You, and what You're made of.

How You lived, how You died.

love is sacrifice.

Let my life be the proof, the proof of Your love."

this is my prayer.

my daily want.

<3 <3 <3