blessings♥

sooo i know this is probably a little,

well actually A LOT,

 different than my few previous posts.

buuut, 

life has taken a turn for the better.

i mean,

i'm always doing good.

well,

better than i deserve

 at least.

but i don't always realize it.

..who does?

this week has just been filled with beautifulness and adventures!

i've spent time with one of my best friends, LauraBelle♥

she hasn't been in my life so much recently,

but i'm glad she's back.

cause she is one of my BEST friends,

and life wouldn't be the same without her.

i've bonded with this really cool kid,

Benjamin.

we met at a concert,

and now,

he's very oddly a pretty big part of my life.

he's older and knowledgeable.

and just helps me with life.

he makes things better.

i'm thankful for him in my life,

as little that he is.

I got hit on.

woah.

shocker, right?

i was shocked.

but then again they were black,

and the black guys always like their women

big and white. :)

but seriously,

one of the best experiences of my life.

two guys walk up, one looks at me, nods and smiles.

i smile back.

he gets closer..

guy 1:"gettin some Rally's?"

me:"nahh, i have an interview!"

guy 2:"ooh, that's why she's smiling so big!"
guy 1:"ahh, she's the girl to know around here."

me:"hahaha..." 

they get their food and then walk back over to the place where i'm sitting

and waiting..

guy 1 taps me.

guy 1:"you look reaaal nice, by the way."

me:"oh! why thank you!"

guy 2:"you got that swaaag, girl"

me:"haha thanks!"

awkward silence for like, five minutes, as they

sit and eat..

guy 1:"soo what time is your interview?"

me:"it waaaas suppose to be at 2:30" (it's now like 2:50ish)

guy 1:"geeze!"

me:"yeahh, and i was like 15 minutes early.."

guy 1:"that's how it always is..you're fifteen minutes early, they're fifteen minutes late."
me:"hahaha, right?"

guy 1:"soo, do you live around here?"
me:"yupp, real close!"

guy 1:"so it's easy to get from there to here, if you work here?"

me:"yupp, pretty much!"
guy 1:"do you go to school, or what?"
me:"yeahh, i'm a senior at Mountain View.."

guy 1:"cool cool. you got a boyfriend at Mountain View?"

me:*ohhhgeeze!*"uhmmm, noo.......they're all mormon."

they both BURST out laughing.

guy 1:"ahh, so you're not mormon??"
me:"no, Christian..i go to a Baptist church."
guy 1:"Me too! i used to go to a Baptist church, but now it's too far away.."

me:"awesome! yeah, everyone thinks i'm mormon.."
guy 2:"you just got that look!"

guy 1:"yeah she does!"me:"they're style is just soooo cute sometimes."
guy 2:"what kinda stuff do you like to do?
in your free time and what not?
do you like to go to movies?.."

me:"uhmmmm.....i like to go on bike rides.

that's what i loooove to do."

guy 2:"i like to ride my bike tooo:)"

me:"awesome!"

guy 2:"mann, we've been talking to her and we don't even know her name! what's your name hun?"

me:"i'm emmajoy"

guy 1&2:"awwhhhhhh!"

me: :DD

guy 2:"she's ment to have that name! always smiling she knew that was gonna be her name."
me:"ahaha. well it was just emma, but i hate that name and my middle name is joy, so i just combined it into emmajoy!"
guy 2:"that's cute!"

me:"what's your guys' names??"
guy 1:"well i'm terrance, and this is julio."

me:"hmm, cool!"
guy 2(julio):"yeah yeah, i know, i'm a black guy named julio."

guy 1(terrance):"weird, right? hahaha"
me:"haha kinda..ahahaha"
it then get's kinda silent and terrance pulls out his phone and looks at me as the manager of Rally's comes out to get me for my interview..

me:"ahhhhh! bye guys!"
julio&terrance:"bye, good luck!"

me:"thanks!!!:D"

they sat there for 95% of my interview,

even after they finished eating.

but they left,

and as they walked by,

terrance looked back at me,

smiled and winked.

i smiled, 

massively,

back at him.

:D

WELL.

so i'm sure that's not the EXACT things that were said,

i mean, 

my memory kinda sucks.

but i know for a fact

that it was 98% that^.
:D

sooo, basically,

if i wouldn't of left,

i'm preeeetty positive terrance would've asked for my number...

and i can't decide if i would've given it to him..

?!?!?!

but anyways!
that was a GREAT day!!

ohh, and my interview went well..:pp

and how do i know it went so well?!

CAUSE I FREAKING HAVE A JOB!

"awwwwwwwwwwwwww yeahhhhhhhhhh!"

in the words of adam,

who is probably reading this.♥

yupp!
my first job!
omgomgomg.

Mike, the manager called me.

i FREAKEDTHEFREAK out.

like,

seriously.

i did flips and twirls and spins

aaaaaaaaaaaall over my kitchen.

life,

is good.

and it's all from God!

He is a merciful and beautiful God that has blessed me with this wonderful opportunity!!!

and it only will get better from here.

cause in just a few hours,

ruth is gonna be here 

and we gonna paaaaarty it up:)

so,

i have learned,

once again,

to not to focus on the 'complaints' of your life,

but to focus on the blessings.

no,

my life isn't perfect,

and those complaints still bother me,

as long with my last post.

i'm not gonna deny it.

i still cry, CONSTANTLY 

over losing matthew.

but that's natural!
and i'm not going to fight it anymore.

or anything else that weighs me down.

but,

i'm not gonna focus on it either.

cause 

it's not suppose to be that way.

so i'll have my bumps along the way,

but life is looking up baby,

and i'm sooo excited to see what God blesses and tests me with next.

♥♥♥